January 2012
107 posts
tealbluebear:
Sometimes it hurts to have a good memory because you remember all the things everyone else seems to have forgotten and you remember all the people who don’t remember you at all. It just feels like you cared too much when you really shouldn’t have.
December 2011
38 posts
:/
I don’t know what to say to you. So I guess… better to not say anything at all? :T
Sigh. To regret something I do.. or not do. Dilemma.
Driving lesson
Actually wasn’t that bad! +_+
Note to self though: Never sleep late and put on contacts early in the morning. Seriously burns :( The guy was pretty nice toooooo, I think I’ll finish my lessons with him! LOL I guess first impression was unfair of me to do so. He didn’t stop talking though… he’s EXTREMELY talkative. .__. But he’s a teacher apparently! I had...
I don't like dealing with people.
I just got off the phone with my drivers instructor and he sounded so impatient, it’s like wtf. I don’t want to deal with him tomorrow. And he’s not exactly the person who I thought he was. >:L Why can’t I get the nice old lady from last time. Why do I have to get this mean man u__u That doesn’t make sense. Freakinnnn. Tomorrow’s gonna start off so horribly....
This break has been really boring..
I’ve been so unproductive! :C
Highlights: +Movies +Puppy +DB +Key Club +LEANN!
Lameness: +Golfland +Didn’t even go iceskating q___q +HW +DIDNOTHING. Looking forward to tomorrow though! Sadly I have to wake up at 7:30AM though :( +Key Club Bonding/Meetinggg !! Time to worship Ying even more because she’s going to PAINT in front of me. OMG! I’ll never throw away the...
I wish I wasn't so awkward.
helloimandrew:
I miss out on a lot of chances to meet new people, get to know others better, and even sometimes relationships. I get self conscious about myself. I just don’t know what to say in a lot of situations, and I feel as if I’m boring the other person with the lack of conversation. I love meeting new people, but I wish I knew what to talk about because whenever I try to I end up just...
My friend tells me,
that if someone wants to talk to you, they’ll talk to you first. But it seems like we’re all constantly afraid of annoying the other person? I don’t know.. My friend once told me too, that they would like to talk to someone from 11:59PM on December 31, to 12:01AM on January 1st. So that they basically, they just ended and started a year with someone important to them.
Hm. 2012,...
I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face, Well it burned while I cried, cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name.
It only takes one person
to make a difference.
I am very thankful to have met you, because ever since then, I have felt like a better person! I can’t quite explain it. But it’s as if things are different now. I don’t really know if that’s a good thing or not, but negative thoughts are… kind of gone now!
So thanks.
12/27/11
Went shopping for gifts but could not find anything. I’m horrrrible at these things. ._____.
Hung out with Arthur!
Movie w/ Scott.
Rape whistle, LOL.
Hot cocoa mugs!
Extremely tired, like to the max.
willieyay asked: OH HEY THERE COUSIN :D am i creepy or what.
January 3rd
Pray good results come.
I have friends who care!
Awesome. Thanks LeAnn! That made my Christmas. (:
Edgar Allan Poe is seriously trippy.
Creepy. Like seriously.
This break:
English packet
Essay
Math MC
AP Problems
Vocab
Chem Final Review
SHERLOCK HOLMES
Flute everyday!
Trombone loligiveuponthisone sorrycalvin
Lunar Show Practice
Badminton!
:C I already feel groggy from all this. SOOO productive huh… :/
I wonder all the time..
what other people are thinking. I wonder how people see things too.
1 tag
I don’t know why I suddenly came across this thought, but I regret not coming across it earlier. You have been my friend for so long. You have been there for me all this time. You were always the one that hated the idea of getting older, because that meant things were going to change. But I was the one who was looking forward to it all, and I was the one who basically took the first steps...
Sooo antisocial.
I don’t know how to talk to people.
:C Forever awkward.
“She had a way of seeing the beauty in others, even, and perhaps most especially,...”
– J.K. Rowling (via lyuka)
Some people are really amazing.
qinpanzee asked: It's not about your grades, your GPA, your SAT score, or your extracurriculars. It's about how much you love what you do. One of the many things I've learned through college applications this year is that, yes, I could have done better, but at what cost? You don't want to look back on your high school days and simply remember it for being buried in your textbooks. Live, laugh,...
One more year.
What’s going to happen? Where am I going to end up? Today, I talked to some friends. Friends who were freaking out about their grades, their PSAT scores, and I didn’t start freaking out until now. But I’m just freaking out about my life. I mean, yeah. My grades are not where I want them. Not even my extra curriculars can make that up, only because my class has like 40...
Anonymous asked: What is this question?
DILEMMA DILEMMA.
I have been asking some people a certain question, but the reason I’m still asking is because I haven’t heard the answer I want to hear. But it’s not really that, it’s the explanations that come with the answer that I am looking for.
However, because no one has answered with the answer I want, there is no explanation I am waiting to hear, to counter the other side....
helloshelly asked: AHHHHHHHHHH VANESSSSAAAAAAAA! :D CONGRATULATIONS! (:
Anonymous asked: I think you're really pretty, not trying to sound like a creeper~ Makes me glad to see you accomplishing so many things <333
Anonymous asked: Did you make county honor band? If you did, do you know who else made it?
Internet trolls
:( Gave me a heart attack.
Well, second to zero to eleventh.. better than nothing! I’m happy at least.
I don’t want to deal with anything.
I want a day where I can just stay home all day, watch TV, no need to do hw, don’t worry about sleeping early so I can wake up on time for something the next day. I want to sleep as much as I want, eat at what time I want, watch the stupid Harry Potter marathon on TV and don’t need to constantly think about if there’s anything due that I...
Anonymous asked: all the officers in key club
chrispytempura asked: Chris Do:D
Anonymous asked: Mr. Kaldy. l00l.
iliveinabucket asked: Secret agent Tiffany Chang
Anonymous asked: Calvin Yan
Anonymous asked: Nick Kaldy
helloshelly asked: Shelly Hsu! (: