• Cancelled on A this morning. I felt really bad. I practically begged him to play with me, and then it’s like sigh. Tuesday, I will make it up.
• I’m such an open book. I don’t like it.
  Even my mom can tell. Thanks for making my favorite food though c: always makes me feel better.
• I felt very guilty when my mom told me how much all the medical fees were.
• I don’t want to go to flute today, mostly because 3 boys will be really stupid. I can just sense it coming.
  I swear, if I was a boy, I wouldn’t even be doing the stuff they were doing. At least I would know how to treat a girl. Makes me very angry.
• I wish I was a nicer person. I wish I was a better person.
  Looking back, I don’t think I’ve matured at all.
• Should I?
  Should I not?
  Wait?
  Go for it?
  IDUNNO.
• I woke up this morning with a very empty feeling, and then stared at my ceiling for an hour and a half. Then I found earphones next to my bed, and started listening to music, and finally went back to sleep. I love music.
• 4 more days.
• 9 more days.
• 13 more days.

What have I been doing the past.. couple years.
It’s happened to so many people around me, and although I’m 99.9% confident it won’t happen to me, that 0.1% scares me. But trust is something I have. I enjoy listening to other people’s stories.
I would like to meet certain people one day.